I hold my feelings very far back
I work hard wanting to get the past back
You can still see it as always clearly on my face
The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day
It was the time that you and I laid in bed and talk all night
The images of our memories
As i'm driving back on a empty road
The dream starts to not be sweet
You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Why go changing
The time that has already been missed
You use your love
To stop me from saying goodbye
I imagine you by my side
Before I go to sleep without your kiss
You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Perhaps because of fate
Only let us meet
Only letting us love each other
For this 3 years of happiness
I only discover after they float down
The pieces of this happiness
How am I going to pick them up?
i miss the sweet times....
- Mood:
sore
here it is...his name is MiyaBI...I'm sorry for not changging his shoes, its a shame...he should be at least size 15' or 16' or best 17'......muahahahaha





- Mood:
creative - Music:pheonix wright meets jazz.mp3
- Mood:
sad - Music:jay chou-excuse
♥ yes...her name is madeleine
2. Who's car were you last in?
♥ Madeleine's car(i use it to go work)
3. When is the next time you will kiss
someone?
♥ Every night before i go sleep
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
♥ white and green prints
5. What kind of flower do u like?
♥ I'm no sissy...flowers not my thing
9. Last thing you ate?
♥ Mcd BIG mac
10. Last thing you drank?
♥ diet coke
11. Where did you sleep last night?
♥ in my bed....
13. Are you happy right now?
♥ Yea...i'm happy with it.
14. What did you say last?
♥ YA!!.....
15. Where is your phone?
♥ in my pocket...sleeping
16. color of your toothbrush?
♥ Clear Blue
17. What color are your eyes?
♥ hazel brown i would like to believe
19. What was the highlight of your
week?
♥ Getting thru another week with full energy
20 Who/what do you hate currently?
♥ not hate..but dislike a few ppl in my batch
21. If you could have someone with you
right now who would it be?
♥she's always with me....so i dont need anybody else
22. What makes you happiest?
♥ getting more money, gadget, holiday...
23. What were you doing at midnight
last night?
♥ working my ass out...closing shift...
24. What's for dinner tonight?
♥ dunno yet...i need rice
25. What is the last alcoholic beverage
you had?
♥ cant remember...maybe at Zouk
26. When is your birthday?
♥ 10 Jan
27. Where was the last place you went
shopping?
♥ KLCC
28. How do you feel about your hair
right now?
♥ err..short..
29 AIM or MSN?
♥ MSN
30. Where does most of your family
live?
♥around the world...its a long list
31. Are you an only child or do you
have siblings?
♥ one older brother
32. What is your siblings name?(if u have)
♥ Ho Shan Wei
33. What was the first thing you did
when you woke up?
♥ washup,get ready to go work....
34. Myspace or friendster?
35. Do you have T-Mobile?
♥ T-Mobile??not here in malaysia...
36. What is/was your favorite subject
in school?
♥ P.E
37. What lesson have you learn in life?
♥ Always do good and Good will come to you...only if you can
38. Do you have any talents?
♥ not sure about it...but i can cook, can play music, can all video games ...if that is talent..
39. Have you ever been in a wedding?
♥ sure do
40. Did you take a nap today?
♥ yes...its off day!!!!XD
41. Do you want to be famous one day?
♥ yes...My dream...Celeb chef
42. Could you handle being in the
military?
♥ NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
43.If you're female, what color are
your nails right now?
♥ White, Black or Pink
44. What are your plans for tomorrow?
♥ work...............
45. Favorite tv show?
♥ currently not in to TV...only Anime....Keroro Gunsou
- Mood:
weird - Music:Tsurezure naru hibi naredo-MiyaVi
i'm actually lonely now...and everybody is asleep at this time...so its only me and me alone...i dont mind because i know we don't have a choice...i would just be very happy if everybody would be abit more understanding...and not only think about their situation.
complaining is useless......
wat we have we are not grateful for...
but i am....
thanks GOD for all he has given.
- Mood:
sad - Music:silence
2007 closing month was a sad and happy moment for...On 12th November i received a call from my 2nd uncle from J.B informing me that my father has passed away.i still remember that sad day clearly in my mind,it felt like i did not spend enough time with my old man...he never had a chance to enjoy life...i still remember 2 years ago..his final words..."Be a good boy ok...and work hard...Take care of your mom and your brother...Love you"those word will forever be engraved in my memory. I flew to Thailand(Bangkok) that same day for his funeral where i was joined with my 2nd aunt from the U.S.i cherished the last 4 days with my old man with a sad but happy that he is in a better place...12.11.2007 will be remembered for the rest of my life.love you dad!.As i returned to Malaysia me and Madeleine had to send Toto to the SPCA as he was in a bad condition...it was also another sad moment for us as we are losing our family dog.but i know all dogs will go to heaven...he will incarnate to a golden retriever and live happy.
As you guys already know that i just returned back from Macau and Hong Kong. it was is a fabulous place for shopping and splurging your cash! shopping here is so tempting!! the life in Macau is rather slow and quiet but Hong Kong is the opposite...if given a chance i would like to work in Macau and earn money.Overall i enjoyed my year end holiday after a tiring year.
As for my beloved Madeleine...i want to tell you that i have enjoyed another year being by your side... even though we have our fight...at the end its important to forgive each other...i am still learning to be that perfect boy friend you wanted..so give me time...i also want to thank your for the time you were there for me when i was at my lowest and i needed you.Thank you and love you baby!
my resolution for year 2008
-Work Overseas
-getting a Proper digital camera for my love.
-repair my car into a better working condition
-spend more time with my mother and family.
-getting that "perfect" boyfriend status
-Earn more MONEY!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
-GO ON A MAJOR HOLIDAY!!MUAHAHAHA!!!
-MAYBE UPGRADE MY PS2 to a PS3 MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!









Take care guys!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
- Location:At home
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Gackt-Kono dare mo inai heya de
1. ur cellphone?
-- Sony Ericsson
2. mp3 player?
-- Sony walkman
3. shoes?
-- does not really mater....
4. bags?
-- wallet-LV
Key holder-LV
5. perfume?
-- Hugo Boss
6. shampoo?
-- Pantene
7. soap?
-- Lux?
8. sandals?
-- Does not matter...
9.wallet
--Louis vuitton
10.tooth pas
tooth brush?
-- oral b
12. hair conditioner?
-- dove
13. tissue?
-- Premier?
14. body lotion?
-- nivea,n....forgot another one
15. underwear?
-- topshop,n.....others
16. jacket?
-- seed,padini n not branded ones
17. t-shirts?
-- forgot...also have not branded ones
18. instant noodles?
-- i dont like instant noodles
19. milk?
-- hl
20. eye glasses?
-- zero x...hmmm...looking for glasses
also....whts yr recommendation?
21. sun glasses?
-- N/A
22. jeans?
-- i dont really wear jeanz
23. facial wash?
-- new care.love it!
24. facial cleanser?
-- loreal.cheap n not bad.but hate the
smell
25. moisturizer?
-- many ler....kose,clinique,new
care...
26. facial powder?
-- i dont use
27. make up?
-- many anna sui ones n kate,fasio....
28. computer?
-- intel
29. car?
-- honda jazz.new beatle my dream car
30. watches?
-- not really into watches1. ur cellphone?
-- Sony Ericsson
2. mp3 player?
-- Sony walkman
3. shoes?
-- Hush puppies
4. bags?
-- dont mater just as long its nice....
5. perfume?
-- Hugo Boss
6. shampoo?
-- Pantene
7. soap?
-- LUX?
8. sandals?
-- Does not matter...
9. wallet?
-- Louis Vuitton
10. tooth paste?
-- Darlie
11. tooth brush?
-- oral b
12. hair conditioner?
-- Pantene
13. tissue?
-- Premier?
14. body lotion?
-- nivea,skin repair
15. underwear?
-- Renoma
16. jacket?
-- does not really matter...
17. t-shirts?
-- forgot...also have not branded ones
18. instant noodles?
-- anybrand...
19. milk?
-- HL
20. eye glasses?
-- getting one this month..
21. sun glasses?
-- Oakley
22. jeans?
-- Levis, Sean Paul,Tommy Hilfingers
23. facial wash?
-- Not so sure...
24. facial cleanser?
-- Not sure wor
25. moisturizer?
-- N/A
26. facial powder?
-- i dont use
27. make up?
-- N/A
28. computer?
-- Intel Pentum
29. car?
-- EVO, Skyline and fairlady
30. watches?
-- TaG Hueur
- Music:MiyaVi- are you ready to ROCK?
Yo...i am back...Today i am leave so i am going to do some bimbo bloging!!hahaha wel...My current obession is with watches...i dunno why am i so facinated but i am. I am having my eyes on a Tag Heuer F1 classic...simple and nice watch...Alonso did the Ad for this watch and its pretty COOL!! planning of getting one my self...the price you ask? Well at Mega Mall Mid Valley its priced at 2K yes...2000...nice!!!enjoy!!



- Mood:
creative
| You Are a Mac |
![]() You are creative, stylish, and super trendy. You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg. |
| You Will Be a Cool Parent |
![]() You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant! |
| Your Brain is Blue |
![]() Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life. |
| Your Love Type: INFP |
![]() The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
| You Are Superman |
![]() Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound. And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever! |
| You Should Drive a Ferrari |
![]() Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good! |
| You Should Drive a Saturn Sky |
![]() You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona. Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down. |
- satin black
2.Who's the first person who comes up
under the letter M?
- mady's Grandma
3. Who's the last person you called?
- my Girlfriend
4. Who was your last missed call from?
- unknown number...dont know
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up
under D?
- Danish( Modder)
6. Who's speed dial 2.?
- Home
7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up
under J?
- Jia Hui
8. Who was your last received call from
- Mady's mom
9. Who's speed dial number 4?
- ichiro
10. What is your background?
- Louis Vuitton wallpaper...
11. How many text messages are
currently in your inbox?
- 90
12. Who's speed dial #3?
- Nobody...
13. What's the 5th message say in your
inbox?
- ok...
14. Who's the 1st person who comes up
under B?
- Benjamin
15. Who was your last text message
from?
- Chef Ong
16. Name every person you have text
messages from:
- everyone
17. Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris
facts?
- no
18. Who's the 9th person on your
missed calls?
- N/a
19. What does the 6th message in your
Outbox say?
- dunno its empty...hahah
20. Who is the first name in your
Phonebook?
-Abu(enginering)
21. Who is the last name in your
Phonebook?
- (hilton)
22. Do you have a camera phone?
- yes...like duh...
23. Who is the last person under G ?
- Grandpa
24. What does the last text message
say in your inbox?
- i'm in kfc
25. Who is the second person under K?
- kelvin
26. What is your ringtone?
- ruroni kenshin-Its gonna rain
- Mood:
blank






